I am sorry

As the title explains, this post is about my regret to inform everyone that I have failed. I have failed at everything and now I feel like a. Well whatever I continue to try to make the world a better place, but the more I look back upon my actions I see that they were nothing but showboating, spiteful, and rude. I am evil in my own way and nothing I can do will change that. I would love to blame people for my own standing in life, including my father, but I can not see any positive outcome of that and more-so I see that that is the moral reason I consider myself to be evil. I can not except failure and have become a master at pointing my fat fingers at others. I dont know who I am anymore. Have I lost my way or is this what has been waiting for me all my life. I cant make any promises of change or goodwill because I have come to find that I will not keep to them, so this might be the last post for a very long time or the start of something more but no one will know not even me.

Thank you kindly,
Riley